Thursday, June 21
你啊你啊。。
总会哪样地重容我，
对我百般呵护，
为我操心这个那个。
总是把我当小孩子对待。
不是怕我给坏人骗，就是怕我被人欺负。
不然就是担心我忘了带舍么的。
你对我的那一番苦心，我会牢牢记住的。 （：
我有好多好多理想和梦想。
我只希望我们的每一个夜晚都不会再吵架了。。 ：D
woaini..
总会哪样地重容我，
对我百般呵护，
为我操心这个那个。
总是把我当小孩子对待。
不是怕我给坏人骗，就是怕我被人欺负。
不然就是担心我忘了带舍么的。
你对我的那一番苦心，我会牢牢记住的。 （：
我有好多好多理想和梦想。
我只希望我们的每一个夜晚都不会再吵架了。。 ：D
woaini..
what we could have been, 6/21/2007 11:53:00 PM.
Wednesday, June 20
kbox session with my usual kakis.
it was totally loved.
plus, i'm damn busy popping in & out of town everyday. :D
will blog soon with tons of photos.
loves to all esp baby.
xD
what we could have been, 6/20/2007 11:04:00 PM.
Saturday, June 16
have you ever experienced once when someone special walked into your life without you knowing? it's just so secretly and quietly. he/she just stood by you when you need him/her. and gave you everything you need. plus, he's/she's the one who appears in front of you when you need someone to lean on. and when you noticed it, it somehow seems too late. and especially when you thought you dont need him/her that much. but yet in fact, you need him/her alot.
i'm experiencing it now.
but yet i dont know how to express myself.
somehow our views dont click anymore.
ps; i miss you.
i'm experiencing it now.
but yet i dont know how to express myself.
somehow our views dont click anymore.
ps; i miss you.
what we could have been, 6/16/2007 12:36:00 AM.
Thursday, June 14
To: boyfriend.
i woke up from that nightmare and called you immediately.
before the line was put thru, i have already started crying my heart out.
i dont want the nightmare to come thru.
cos i cant afford to lose you.
it seems so real and i'm really afraid you cant tolerate my spoilt temper.
time flies and we're always sticking 24/7.
thanks for making me feel very blessed and loved.
i'll never forget the sacrifies & stuffs you did for me.
even the words you told me are engraved in my heart.
sometimes when i look at you, it will just leave me a smile and make me felt so fortunate to have you ard.
you always remember details of small insignificant stuffs which i even forgotten it myself.
"我喜欢你.. 抱着我的手臂不放.
我喜欢你.. 靠在我胸怀.
我喜欢你.. 眼对眼, 看着我, 傻傻的微笑.
我喜欢你.. 当我抱着你时, 很紧抱着我的你.
我喜欢你.. 对我撒娇的方式.
我喜欢你.. 为我做的每一件事.
我喜欢你.. 陪伴在我身旁, 有你在我的身边我已感受到 "足够" 的滋味.."
星辉, 我也喜欢你. :D
From: your hottie ass.
what we could have been, 6/14/2007 11:28:00 PM.
Tuesday, June 12
i'll never forget how you try to pull out the fishing hook in my birk & got yourself deeply cut instead.i'll know how bad temper i am.
but pls keep your promises alrights?
thanks for everything baby.
i love you. (even you became stuart. :D )
what we could have been, 6/12/2007 01:10:00 AM.
time hasnt been enough for me.
school everyday & work during the weekends.
and i dont even have time to come online. :S
so, just a sum up of my daily life.
term test isnt as bad as i thought.
but instead of having confidence in engineering maths,
i have more confident in my most hated subjects like ckt & defund. -.-
so, i'm very sure i will score well in anything except maths.
well, besides that..
baby has been with me almost everyday.
from the moment i open till i shut my eyes.
not to forget he accompanied me to work every day.
saturday was prawning with zhenyi.
i swear it was super dope.
camwhoring, walks, prawning, late night pratas, f-lame jokes like muah chee. :D
& we reached home at 1.30am. -.-
sun was working again.
and i really got something to say.
the fucking asshole manager sucks big time.
sorry for the vulgars but i find no other words to describe him.
i'm not in fault for not selling.
i was told it's NOT aggressive selling.
just educating the public, my dear.
i've already done my part by promoting to the customers.
& whether they decided to buy or not,
it's not my problem anymore.
plus, it's between you & _____ abt the overcrowding stock.
not my problem alrights.
i dont understand why am i in fault.
and also, i dont think i shld be scolded when i'm not even your staff. -.-
andddd, if i gave you a chance to reprimand me,
i dont find why i am not given a chance to speak up.
i just wanted to scream at you when you cut my sentence RUDELY.
i seriously think you have attitude problem.
anyway, i've done my best to save your life.
i hope things get better for me & you.
bye. -.-
back to my nice & sunny day. ;)
today was the first day of my holidays..
and also my pay day.
so i went down happily to collect my pay,
on the other hand, already planned on stuffs to buy.
but everything clashes down when i received a check.
BOOOO to them totally. -.-
waste my time charging in and out of topshop, forever21, diva to do a shopping list.
ohwell, forget abt it,
i'll still get my money in a few days time. :D
p/s: i'm sure tml will be totally turn off cos i have to go down to my workplace to have my timesheet stamped. i wonder what will that fking manager do to me.
school everyday & work during the weekends.
and i dont even have time to come online. :S
so, just a sum up of my daily life.
term test isnt as bad as i thought.
but instead of having confidence in engineering maths,
i have more confident in my most hated subjects like ckt & defund. -.-
so, i'm very sure i will score well in anything except maths.
well, besides that..
baby has been with me almost everyday.
from the moment i open till i shut my eyes.
not to forget he accompanied me to work every day.
saturday was prawning with zhenyi.
i swear it was super dope.
camwhoring, walks, prawning, late night pratas, f-lame jokes like muah chee. :D
& we reached home at 1.30am. -.-
sun was working again.
and i really got something to say.
the fucking asshole manager sucks big time.
sorry for the vulgars but i find no other words to describe him.
i'm not in fault for not selling.
i was told it's NOT aggressive selling.
just educating the public, my dear.
i've already done my part by promoting to the customers.
& whether they decided to buy or not,
it's not my problem anymore.
plus, it's between you & _____ abt the overcrowding stock.
not my problem alrights.
i dont understand why am i in fault.
and also, i dont think i shld be scolded when i'm not even your staff. -.-
andddd, if i gave you a chance to reprimand me,
i dont find why i am not given a chance to speak up.
i just wanted to scream at you when you cut my sentence RUDELY.
i seriously think you have attitude problem.
anyway, i've done my best to save your life.
i hope things get better for me & you.
bye. -.-
back to my nice & sunny day. ;)
today was the first day of my holidays..
and also my pay day.
so i went down happily to collect my pay,
on the other hand, already planned on stuffs to buy.
but everything clashes down when i received a check.
BOOOO to them totally. -.-
waste my time charging in and out of topshop, forever21, diva to do a shopping list.
ohwell, forget abt it,
i'll still get my money in a few days time. :D
p/s: i'm sure tml will be totally turn off cos i have to go down to my workplace to have my timesheet stamped. i wonder what will that fking manager do to me.
what we could have been, 6/12/2007 12:35:00 AM.
Thursday, June 7
when a kiss & i love you turns into a hi & bye..
a kiss isnt a kiss anymore.
"i love you" has lost it's real meaning.
saying/showing it everyday will only change it into a habit.
once it's a habit, it has lost it's real meaning.
i'm uncertain of myself.
or maybe i cant express myself well.
but i will only do/say stuffs when i really mean it.
cos i will not want stuffs to be taken for granted.
i've told my bff before..
guys treat girls like gem before they got them.
but once they got them, they throw them away like trash.
well, somehow my opinion doesnt change for now.
& no worries, i still love you.
a kiss isnt a kiss anymore.
"i love you" has lost it's real meaning.
saying/showing it everyday will only change it into a habit.
once it's a habit, it has lost it's real meaning.
i'm uncertain of myself.
or maybe i cant express myself well.
but i will only do/say stuffs when i really mean it.
cos i will not want stuffs to be taken for granted.
i've told my bff before..
guys treat girls like gem before they got them.
but once they got them, they throw them away like trash.
well, somehow my opinion doesnt change for now.
& no worries, i still love you.
what we could have been, 6/07/2007 09:38:00 PM.
